Of C and B

Bukan bertunang.

Tapi tanda.
Tanda apa?
Tanda sayang.

Hikhikhik. :P

I am in love

Love is magical.
Love is mysterious.
Love is fantasy.
Love is cloud 9.
Love is everything nice that you can think about.

I am in love.
(cheesy i know. :P)
But yes I am deeply in love.
In love with a man.
A man that manage to make me believe that there is such thing as 'true love'.

He never stops from trying to make me happy.
He love me the way I am.
He love me to the bits.

And I love him to the bits too.
But I know he loves me more. I know. ;P

All that I wanted now is to be married to him.
To be the love of his life forever after.
To be with him through thick and thin.
To accept him for who he is.
To be the wife that he hoped for.
To be the mother for his kids.

Ya Allah, please make everything easy for Farhana Abdul Hadi and Kamal Azharan Azman. Ameen.

Hello monday.

I'm not perfect.

Alhamdulillah.

Alhamdulillah. Terlalu banyak perkara yang boleh disyukuri.

Jika ini adalah sebahagian dari Pelangi yang Engkau janjikan, Alhamdulillah.

Jauhkan lah aku dari sifat riak, takkabur dan lupa diri.

Tingkatkanlah keimanan dalam diri ini.
Dan jangan sekali kali Kau berhenti memberi peringatan, bahwasanya, aku adalah hamba-Mu yang lemah dan Kau adalah Tuhanku.

I have nothing to complain. Alhamdulillah.

Senyum.

Lately ni banyak pula dugaan yang datang.

Sabar je lah.

Sabar dan senyum banyak-banyak.

Alhamdulillah, sekarang da banyak tersenyum.

Berkat orang ramai panggil 'Farhana' kot.

Farhana kan maksudnya 'kegembiraan kami'.

Tapi kalau datang angin monsun timur laut tu memang tak pat nak tolong ah. Hehe.

Kalau nak banding dugaan yang ada ni dengan dugaan Saidatina Fatimah Az Zahra,ape lah sangat.

Yang penting, jangan putus asa doa pada Dia, jangan berhenti berusaha , banyakkan bersabar dan redha dengan ujian Allah.

Kalau marah, senyum. Tak perlu kata apa apa.

For The Greater Good

Sometimes we are too busy looking at the lives of others, we fail to realize how beautiful our own lives are. Alhamdulillah.




At last. its over.

Enough of the suffering.

Alhamdulillah.

Dia pun da move on.

I'm happy for him. 

Pedih, tp it's just a stage of adjustment period. 

As time goes, I will heal.

After all this is what I wanted.

I chose this path.

I had analyzed all the possible consequences that I have to face.

Its not that I did it solely based on emotion.

I did it because I believe this is the best solution.

I did it because I believe in faith.

I did it because I have put my trust on Allah. Tawakkal.

I know, hidden somewhere, there is also a rainbow prepared for me. It's just a matter of time.

Kalau niat baik, baik lah pengakhirannya.

I have found happiness in my work, or perhaps I may call as career? :P

Now, what is left is my love life. 

And the never ending effort to be muslimah sejati. :)

May I find the happiness that I seek for. Ameen.