Past, Present and Future, Not Tense.

I am not sure how to put this. But I felt the best word is "Interesting".

It's interesting on how your history can haunt you back. and this time I am stronger and definitely wiser.

I never thought my history would come looking for me back. In a form that the past wanted to be a part of the present.

While I was surprise at the beginning, but then I am more curious of wanting to know on what had happen on the past.

And I got my answer.

And I am very much happy with the answer.

But sorry. the present is not for you Past. its simply not how the storyline was made.

till then, see you somewhere in the future with our separated storyline.

-Farhana-

To Scrapbook or Not?

I wanted to start writing again here. but  I am just afraid. I am afraid if I shared too much and it backfired me.

But how can it backfired if the the main reason I am writing is because I want all the good memories well documented at 1 place? I did look at the option of making a scrap book, but in the digital world we are, to have to print a pic would mean cost incurred, and more time consuming. It would seems alot more easier just to upload it right away from phone to the laptop. Right?

I mean, everything is sooo good now that it would be great to look back once a while especially when I am having a bad day.

..

2017

I am hoping this year would be a greater year. hoping to start sewing again, and do more crafts with my dear daughter.

hearts,
-Fairy-

Isnin

Penat.

Kata lawan bagi penat ialah shopping. 

Jumaat

Penat.

Tapi happy.

Tapi penat.

Rindu.

Abah, umi.

Mama.

The Kick

Betul cakap ibu-ibu. Pregnancy itu satu pengalaman yang sangat indah. 

Hari ni baby x kick sangat. Risau. 

Tapi tadi, masa solat, mengaji, baby kick, kuat. Tersentuh sangat hati keibuan.

Rasa besarnya kuasa Allah. Besarnya Rahmat Allah. 

Sehina-hina hamba-Nya ini, Dia masih ingat pada aku, untuk merasai Rahmat kurniaan Dia. 

Terus rebah, sujud aku kepada Dia tanda syukur. Syukur sangat. 

Dan atas dasar supaya aku sentiasa sedar, banyak rahmat Dia yang telah Dia beri, aku coretkan di sini, di alam maya ini.

Semoga anak ini, amanah Dia ini, menjadikan aku lebih dekat kepada Dia yang Esa.

Amin.