Alhamdulillah

I know he loves me as much as i love him.
Why?
Because we both want to make each other happy.
We both give our best for this relationship.

Alhamdulillah.

I love him.
My feeling towards him is beyond words.

Im too happy right now.

I could sleep with a smile right now. Literally.

Ya Allah, permudahkanlah urusan kami.
Permurahkanlah rezeki kami.

Amin.

Nia Belina

In love with the greatest guy in the world.
I am beyond grateful.

Thank you Allah.
Alhamdulillah.
Semoga semua nya dipermudahkan. Amin.

Of C and B

Bukan bertunang.

Tapi tanda.
Tanda apa?
Tanda sayang.

Hikhikhik. :P

I am in love

Love is magical.
Love is mysterious.
Love is fantasy.
Love is cloud 9.
Love is everything nice that you can think about.

I am in love.
(cheesy i know. :P)
But yes I am deeply in love.
In love with a man.
A man that manage to make me believe that there is such thing as 'true love'.

He never stops from trying to make me happy.
He love me the way I am.
He love me to the bits.

And I love him to the bits too.
But I know he loves me more. I know. ;P

All that I wanted now is to be married to him.
To be the love of his life forever after.
To be with him through thick and thin.
To accept him for who he is.
To be the wife that he hoped for.
To be the mother for his kids.

Ya Allah, please make everything easy for Farhana Abdul Hadi and Kamal Azharan Azman. Ameen.

Hello monday.

I'm not perfect.

Alhamdulillah.

Alhamdulillah. Terlalu banyak perkara yang boleh disyukuri.

Jika ini adalah sebahagian dari Pelangi yang Engkau janjikan, Alhamdulillah.

Jauhkan lah aku dari sifat riak, takkabur dan lupa diri.

Tingkatkanlah keimanan dalam diri ini.
Dan jangan sekali kali Kau berhenti memberi peringatan, bahwasanya, aku adalah hamba-Mu yang lemah dan Kau adalah Tuhanku.

I have nothing to complain. Alhamdulillah.

Senyum.

Lately ni banyak pula dugaan yang datang.

Sabar je lah.

Sabar dan senyum banyak-banyak.

Alhamdulillah, sekarang da banyak tersenyum.

Berkat orang ramai panggil 'Farhana' kot.

Farhana kan maksudnya 'kegembiraan kami'.

Tapi kalau datang angin monsun timur laut tu memang tak pat nak tolong ah. Hehe.

Kalau nak banding dugaan yang ada ni dengan dugaan Saidatina Fatimah Az Zahra,ape lah sangat.

Yang penting, jangan putus asa doa pada Dia, jangan berhenti berusaha , banyakkan bersabar dan redha dengan ujian Allah.

Kalau marah, senyum. Tak perlu kata apa apa.

For The Greater Good

Sometimes we are too busy looking at the lives of others, we fail to realize how beautiful our own lives are. Alhamdulillah.




At last. its over.

Enough of the suffering.

Alhamdulillah.

Dia pun da move on.

I'm happy for him. 

Pedih, tp it's just a stage of adjustment period. 

As time goes, I will heal.

After all this is what I wanted.

I chose this path.

I had analyzed all the possible consequences that I have to face.

Its not that I did it solely based on emotion.

I did it because I believe this is the best solution.

I did it because I believe in faith.

I did it because I have put my trust on Allah. Tawakkal.

I know, hidden somewhere, there is also a rainbow prepared for me. It's just a matter of time.

Kalau niat baik, baik lah pengakhirannya.

I have found happiness in my work, or perhaps I may call as career? :P

Now, what is left is my love life. 

And the never ending effort to be muslimah sejati. :)

May I find the happiness that I seek for. Ameen.

Thank You Allah.

Is At A Happier Place. Alhamdulillah.

Not just any ordinary Monday

So today was the first day. I might like it there. I'm even considering to make this as my career path.

InsyaAllah.

May all the strength be provided when I needed the most.

The environment seems to be healthy.
The mind setting seems to be how I've always imagined them to be.
The people seems friendly.

Well at least that is my first impression. And I hope it will stay that way.

And I am fragile. Please be kind to me.



Anyway, I know my english isn't that good, but hey, at least im trying.

Biar bertatih, jangan berundur.

:)

Friends, doakan saya jumpa kebahagiaan saya ya. Dunia dan akhirat. Saya doakan kamu juga.

Amin.





So now, should I or shouldn't i buy a new car? :P

What's up for 2012.

March - April : New Job.

May : PJDawn.

November: Melbourneeeee!!~

Bukan Fatimah Az Zahra r.a

Sesungguhnya,

Siapalah aku untuk digandingkan dengan lelaki sebaik Sayyidina Ali r.a

o0o0o0o. Now I Know.

Wordless Wednesday. January 2012

As life hit u hard.

I am hurt enough.

But I believed there is a reason Allah gave me all these strength.

Because He knows, I can bear all His tests. And I will always seek Him for His guidance.

Astaghfirullah.

May Him will forgive all the sin that I had done despite me whom keep on asking for His mercy.

Ameen.

Idiots. You are. And me.

Have you seen the 3 Idiots movie? Starring; Aamir Khan and Kareena Kapoor.

A very good movie indeed. I think if I were to watch it during my first year of studies, I might begged my father to let me changed my degree to maybe Interior Design or maybe Architecture.

But then the Movie only got out when I've finished my study, started working and now is waiting to finish my 3 months notice (Aweesommmee!).

Everything happens for a reason.

And what I like the most about the movie is that in that movie, Ranchos, (Aamir Khan) keep on chanting 'Aal iz wel' whenever he faces any problem. Which made him calm and able to think rationally and critically despite of the current situation.

And that is what we all should do whenever there is problem a head of us. And that is what I am gonna do.

Relax.

Think.

And act based on what ever that is suitable to the current situation.

Enjoy the present.

I have also realize that the only person that could hurt me is actually myself. If I let others to look down at me, I'll hit bottom rock. If let others to hurt me, I'll will forever be sad, and if I let others to make me happy, I will forever be on seventh heaven. Do you get what am I trying to say?

Im trying to say,


You are your own problem,
but you are also your own solution.

Got it?

Aal iz well.